a matter of time…
well, i guess just a few days b4 take off…[sighs]
Goodbye Jakarta…goodbye my bedroom…goodbye all…. huuuuuaaaahhhh [sighs]
I never dreaming, it culd be happen… just my self and others, enjoy d’trip… not just kind a trip or holiday, it’s kinda a journey 4 me… far from family, most of old friends…specially that i hate most [damn, i really hate them] huihihihi..gebleg yak 
its gonna be a GREAT TRIP..huehuehhehe
Yup, maybe im lucky this time…[or my bad time parts coming] maybe this is my faith, taking d’ risk… well, i think every single of this life need a risk.. and the most of all, i wanted to enjoy this trip…leaving the problems that i’ve got lately… hope theres any future at there, wish me luck guys… [i hope i aint thinking to stay there for long time…]
Disana banyak bule2 ga’ yak? huihihi, katanya banyak seeh… more chicks..more food..more life…tapi paling penting seeh, katannya disana pantainya putih… mirip dipermak tuh pantai, huehehehe jadi pengen maen di pantai seharian neeh… just wanna sit there, spending all my time in one day… ngeliatin pantai, dengerin suara ombak… and d’ most important is ICE CREAM di pantai 
… bakalan banyak makan ice cream VANILLA disana..huahhahaha, abisan kalo dirumah, tiap kali beli ice cream pasti dimarahin [itu juga kalo ketauan ama nyokap]… pokoke disana hal yang pertama kali gw lakuin :
a. Tanya kiblat maklum, masih status muslim di ktp [huahahaha, jangan bilang sapa2 yak]
b. Mesjid terdekat => alim dikit ga papa kan… wadejig, dijitak!!!
c. Pangkalan Ojeg [itu juga kalo ada, soalnya enak banget naek ojeg… berasa terbang aja, kalo naek di bagian belakang mirip2 pilem titanic, sambil bentangin tangan ke segala arah… huihihi, palingan dimarahin pak polisi lagi]
d. Trus nyari pantai terdekat…kalo bisa juga, yang biasa dikunjungin ama bule2 cewe’..huehehehe, nyari side-job jadi guide…cah elaah, bhs inggris aja masih kalah ama Mickey Mouse dah mao jadi guide bule disana… yang ada malah nyasar bareng2, huihihihi kalo nyasar paling engga’ mereka pernah punya pengalaman ketipu ama seorang mhs gebleg yang sok jadi guide..
e. The last but not least => warung terdekat yang nyediain ICE CREAM VANILLA yang buaaanyyyaaakkkk… yang punya stock buat g, selama disana… huahhahaha..preparing 4 the BIG PARTY there..huehehehe…huahahahaha ga’ ada yang boleh bagi stock g, mao DIGIGIT YAK ?!!!
btw, FYI orang2 yang “marah” karena keputusan g waktu itu [last post]…akhirnya pada ga’ mikirin lagi, dah pada males mungkin ngadepin g yang keras kepala kaya’ gini… ngadepin anak yang biasanya nurut sama mereka, now become a rebel … rebel in their family, among the others that already rebel [paling engga’, ngikutin motto orang Endonesa : ” lebih bae’ terlambat, daripada ga’ sama sekali” jadi rebelz ]…well, i must be learned from the best … LoL, suprised??? well, get used to it guys!!!
There’re many risk, that already chosen… and, i hope this one.. aint gonna make my life more and more drowning, i know i must get up now and move on… when everyone telling that, everybody changes..maybe its my turn…
Lately, ‘mata gw’ udah kebuka… semua yang gw anggep cuma khayalan, insyaAllah bakalan kebukti… huahhaha, maybe its time 4 the truth too… [yeah, i guess i must get through out this problems] kebanyakan yang dipikirin, yang utama malah keteteran… jadinya ga’ jelas gini, mao ngapa2in juga males… i just wanna reboot myself… just wanna thinking clearly out-of-d’-box… [i mean trully init-6]
How are you there ??? i hope, u enjoy ur life too… cause u know what, hidup kita terlalu singkat buat dihabisin sama yang kurang cocok sama kita… mao jadi sopir kek, or jadi direktur kek, tukang beca’ or tukang pengangguran.. kalo emang ga’ enak aja buat kita..kenapa harus dilakuin, knapa harus make topeng di depan orang laen.. apalagi nipu diri sendiri, mending pelan2 lepas tuh topeng [susah seeh, tapi cobain deh cause its feels good]… and i know other will complain about this situation… but, its ur life dude… u controlling it, u navigate ur own boat… ur own destiny..
Naah.. apalagi dihabisin sama orang yang emang ga’ bisa kasih kita kenyamanan… kita mao sayang, mao kangen, mao jatuh cinta ama dia… kalo emang dia-nya ga’ ngebales, percuma kan [huehehehe, pengalaman]… so, mendingan untuk terakhir kalinya..pandangin tuh orang, dari atas ke bawah trus ke mukanya… dont talk, just look at her face… cause, maybe thats the last time u’ll say words without saying..saying “girl..i do care about u..i dont wanna leave u… i do really love u… i aint gonna forget you..but its time for me to say goodbye… thank u 4 all the time that we’ve spent 2gether… thanks 4 being part of my life..my heart..my love… ” [trus cipika-cipiki deh..huhehehehe, ya engga mungkin laah..yang ada WADEJIG, muka udah merah aja kena tampar!!! mao?] LoL..
Just wave her a nice and warm smile bye-bye… after that, leave her without asking anything…without say any kind of goodbye… cause, maybe she suld have a happy love-life with other guy..instead with me [Damn i really hate 2 say that words..sial!!!] afterward…its ur choice, either wanna just standing after turn back from her and waiting she calling u to back..or u can run as faster u can…never look back…just pass her by…
Huihihihi, kadang semua ga’ sesuai dengan keinginan kita.. mao sekeras apapun yang lo lakuin, yang lo minta… kalo emang ternyata keputusan “sang-wasit” ngeluarin “kartu-merah”… well, what can we say… we’re just ordinary people… [mirip2 maen bola yak, huehehe]
HEY!wait a sec… what the hell iam tallking here?!! kenape jadi emosi yang keluar??? kaco2…
ps: well, i know its hard to say goodbye… atleast for couple of days… but, i’ve got to go… insyaAllah minggu ini dah take off… so, i dunno how to say it… all i know, i dont wanna miss anybody there… even my family[huehhehe masih tetep rebel … namanya juga b4nd1t].. and maybe, for i love most …
ps2: ada yang tau ga, jam weker yang nyaring banget… g takut ga’ kebangun disana, abisan jam weker di kamar g skrg dah cupu banget… udah ga’ nyaring lagi bunyinya, bentuknya aja yang manteb.. kalo ada yang sukarela minjemin jam wekernya ke g, tapi mesti yang nyaring bunyinya yak.. soalnya g ga’ bisa kebangun sama jam weker biasa, palagi sama alarm hp g..buset dah, penyakit bolot g dah stadium 10 kalee neeh … eh iya, disana bisa Esia ga’ yak? tapi akhir2 ini esia dah cupu juga neeh.. ganti nomor aja kalee yak, biar menghilang sekalian..huahahahaha..
