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September 24, 2006

i’m trying to be…

Filed under: Lets Singing

I’m Doing Just Fine - Boyz II Men

There was a time
when I thought life was over and out
When you went away from me
My dying heart made it hard to breathe
Would sit in my room
Because I didn’t wanna have to go out
and see you walking by
One look and I’d break right down and cry
Now you say that you made a big mistake
Never meant to take your love away
But you can save your tired apologies
Cause it may seem hard to belive but

I’m doin just fine
Getting along every well
without you in my life
I don’t need you in my life
But I’m, I’m doin just fine
Time made me stronger
you’re no longer on my mind

You were my earth
My number one priority
Gave my love to only you
Anything you’d ask of me I would do
But somewhere down the road
You felt a change in the weather and told
me that you had to journey on

ah kiss in the wind
and your love was gone
Now you say you never meant to play your games
But girl don’t you know It’s far too late
Because you let our love just fall apart
You no longer have my heart

When you said goodbye
I felt so all alone
There were time at night I couldn’t sleep
My heart was much too weak to make it on my own

Baby after all the misery
and pain you put me through
So unfair to me girl
You’re no longer my world
and I ain’t missin’ you at all

See baby when you walked away
You didn’t think it would end up this way
but I knew you’d be come around someday
Just as sure as my name is Wanya

ps: and i know i have to let you go… for your happiness.

and the ‘winner’ goes to…

Filed under: Leap by Leap

Hello there… long time no see, how you doing there..huh?
well, i hope u guys are fine there.. =D

Hey..i cant imagine, that today is d’ first day of fasting [shaum]… it just, really2 great.. alhamdulillah i’ve been given an enjoyment, to be able to take fasting this year… along with my whole family, in our home.. i guess, im very lucky.. ‘cause out there, i think many [i mean many] peoples cant have it… i just hope, they can keep struggling out there… and i know, GOD always with you guys.. AMIN!well, there’s life.. u cant choose, who u wanna be.. if we can..i bet u all wanna be a rich people, instead be a poor one in this world.. isnt it? yeah[me too], but everythings has there reason.. all we can do is just live with it, and keep it flow =)

Speaking about shaum, i always remembering about my-child-phase.. there’s a women that always helped my family, she always helped my mom and my sist’ to make the food for sahur… huihihi, she already like my second sist’ to me.. she always wake me up, so i can take my sahur everyday.. in the second thought, she always waking our family up, when there already a sahur’s time… the funny thing, that i cant forget from her.. she is illiteracy, [maklum aja dia dari desa].. and one day, she crush with a guy.. this guy always come to our house, just wanna ‘helped’ her [and i think u know, what kind of ‘help’ he offering huh?! =b]well, this couple are really2 falling in love each other.. every week, the guy always send a love-letter to the women.. and the ‘thing’ happen, yup the women cant read the letter clearly… so, while no bodys [i mean my mom or my dad and others]at home, she always begging at me to helped her to read that letter…

huihii, i just cant help to laugh.. at the first time, she asked me to do that..even when d’ first i read that love-letter…but i think, this ‘job’ just kinda like a symbiosis mutualism [dont ask, what the meaning of that words!] between us..she can hear wut inside the love-letter, i’ve got skill of reading and writing a love-letter =b [syukron]…funny isnt it, while a person falls in love.. all they can see, just a happiness around them…i miss her so much, i miss her daughter too.. she’s so cubby and cute… [jadi kangen buat ngigitin tangan, huihiihi]

Let see.. love life, its really strike me lately… 2 gurl that i knew, it just like i throwed a stone.. but its strike to that two angels[accidently].. i dont know why, but i dont mean to hurt them.. well, at least their happy now… okay, lets check out..GL = as far that i heard about her, she already really2 happy now.. she’s already got a boyfriend rite now,although i never see her around for a while.. but i think, she’s happy now.. and i dont wanna bothering her enimore ..gudluck with her,boy!!, u are luckiest guy..about the other gurl = well what can i say, i think she already move on too… i dont know, maybe move on to the other boy..all i can wish is, i hope she happy with him too.. btw the point is, i really enjoy to see them happy in the end… sorry, i cant make u happy while i near u[sighs] and just dont worry about me, im fine.. doing just fine…..[i hope so]

Eniwey, why people make all things so complicated ??? it just, this issue that i’ve heard.. makes me wanna scream “SEIZE FIRE!!!”, in front of them.. but, wut can i say.. thats not my business, i dont have any issue related with it.. the-east-team, doesnt wanna tell me the REAL story.. also the-west-team doesnt wanna tell me the WHOLE story.. well, maybe they dont wanna make this issue clear huh?!!! i thought there’s a bridge between u guys.. a-bestfriend-bridge !!! i dont know, maybe that bridge just sum kind of illusions for them..well, like i said b4.. i cant help anything rite now.. if u wanna me to help, just tell me wut is this all about?after that, we can talk each other… else, i think u guys can solving this issue with d’ mature ways… as simple as like that, its all up to u…

ps: tau apa yang bakalan muncul di bulan suci ini, PETASAN dimana2… puasa = petasan, petasan = makes me crazy, ‘cause i cant sleep well.. D*mn!!! [jadi kangen, puasa taon kemaren..is she remember it?uhm, i wondering..but, i dont think so]

ps-2: [ngikut2 yang laen] gw pengen ngucapin SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA TAHUN INI, MOGA2 PUASA KITA DITERIMA BUKAN HANYA KARENA MENAHAN LAPAR & DAHAGA aja.. AMIN.. [lagi2 ngikut]and gw juga mao minta maaf, kalo2 gw ada salah2 kata.. baik di blog, maupun di keseharian gw.. well, no bodys perfect isnt it!!! [tenang aja,kalo lo semua ada salah2 kata.. gw juga maapin kok, uhmm kecuali ada yang punya utang ama gw.. huihihi kidding] ^__,^

September 19, 2006

Be a Spectator ???

Filed under: Funny Things

Asssiiikkk, gw dapet ilmu baru… ilmu yang gw sebut ilmu-bikin-mati-server LoL!!!

Tapi tenang aja, bukan b4nd1t kalo ga’ bisa bikin tuh internet idup =b … buktinya, gw dah bisa donk ngidupin internet [lah, kemane aje lo ?!]… thx to all, who supported me… cheers 4 u all !!!

Btw, susah yak… kalo dah punya atw pernah punya jabatan penting, maonya nindas yang lemah atw bawahannya… WTF R U DOING??? mao nampang di depan yang laen?mao kasih liat, siapa yang paling hebat?atw mao tetep eksis??? LoL!!! Jari Tengah buat lo semua !!! huihihi, in other side… i like saw u guys do that, cause me can see whole who u are rite now !!! clearly with my own eyes… eniwey prasaan semuanya pasti ada sebab, tapi kenapa malah nyalahin orang seeh? lucu deh, ngeliatin kemaren… bikin pernyataan, tapi ga’ ada bukti yang konkrit… padahal dah denger dari orang laen, tapi kenapa cuma buat statement aja… bukti dulu, baru statement!!! sial lo semua!!!

Woyyy, semua ada bukti kalee… ga’ bisa lo langsung bilang, “its crossed d’ line!!!”… lah, garis yang mana? aturan yang mana? lo ngomong, ga’ karuan… ada bukti ga’? just gimme the fact !!! LoL!!! lucu deh, orang2 itu…kalo jawab pertanyaan, jangan gelagapan… pake batuk2 segala!! mao mati yak?! LoL!…

Kadang, jadi spectator itu enak… in this case, me really2 happy to be part of them… against they who just can say “Hooooo” or just can act “yup, thats worng!”… lagi2 LoL!!! mao jadi kambing conge’ lo semua???ngeliatin mereka ngasih statement, bikin ketawa-ngakak-dalem-hati…

Tapi yang paling lucu, pas ditanya buktinya…. huihiihi, malah maen “ping-pong”.. aneh kan…itulah ciri2 orang Endonesa !!! “lempar Statement, Sembunyi Muka”… ga’ aneh lagi deh, kalo lo ketemu orang2 kaya’ gitu di negara ini… thats why, i really happy in that day… be a SPECTATOR !!! mangkanya, inget2 “Ready 4 d’ unexpected”… tuh liat..statement balesannya, “SELAMAT!!!” LoL, gw juga ga’ tau selamat apa? pokoke jangan tanya deh… mending lo tanya ama yang nulis statement itu…

Well, sumtimes be a spectator is great… really2 great!!! mudah2an gw jangan gitu deh..mudah2an gw bisa nge-posisi-in diri gw di posisi korban…well… met bikin statement! met bikin marah orang2! met bikin gosip baru! met bikin dunia ga’ selurus dulu lagi! met dapet musuh2 baru! LoL!!!! gw dah muak dengan statement2 lo semua, and i think my desicion is rite!!! i dont regret it…!!!! cee yaa !!! got to fly now!!!

ps: salam buat orang2 yang buat statement! sorry, ga bisa ngasih statement banyak2… nanti dikira nyalahin lagee… huihihii, males aahh… DASAR MORON !!!

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